I really hate how much things can change in a split second.
As the title implies, i am indeed single. I didn't even know anything was all that wrong. But things weren't working out i guess. I understand that. He has a busy life and not a lot of time for me between work and school. I was just added stress. I can handle that.
But he was talking to me last night and he made the comment that if i found a new guy that i should just go for it and not let him hold me back. He told me if/when i found a new guy i had to set the new guy up for an interview with him. That scared me more than it should. I don't want another guy. The way he said made me think there's another girl in his life. It's like he wanted me to be with someone new so he doesn't feel bad about doing the same. The thought kills. But if it's true, i'd prefer he just get it over with. I can't be left dangling.
Sleep is impossible. My appetite is nonexistent. I'm wasting away.
Ever wonder why love has always been sketchy business to me? Now you know.
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